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Thursday, July 28, 2011
wow...my last post was 3 yrs ago! tats when i started my phd ya...anyway i dun think anyone is here reading anymore...seriously..who still blogs now?!well..i just suddenly thot of my blog n thot i can just pen down this day tat i thot of it...hahaha... time pass...im 26 already! gosh... sometimes its really abt when u meet a certain person n not how long u have known a person...of cos its always nice if u met the person at the right time n long enough...to see how this person change (or not change) and probably how this person attracts (or not attracts) u ever since "millions" years ago... pp come n go...totally agree!! some pp just make u hate them more the more u noe them..some of cos vice versa...in the 1st case...it's so hard to break away if u noe there are links somewhere bet this person u wanna break away with and the person u wanna stay as frenz...like..the 2 of them r close frenz and its really hard when u wanna stay connected to one but not the other..big HAIZ! things will of cos be easier if the one u wanna stay connected with also feel the same of staying connected even w/o the close fren ya...but well...things dun always go the best way...so then its back to...stay connected to both and keep puking blood (n u may probably puke blood for the rest of ur life)...or just lose connected to both and feels sad for awhile...i chose the latter... n then there are pp who surfaced again after so long and its really refreshing...come to think of it..well maybe im the one who wanna break away in the past n I AM the one resurfacing again fm their pt of view...i wonder if they think its weird..i mean..i cant really explain y too...probably wat i need now are "stress-free" outings...no thinking y this person say this...y this person do that..its frustrating to even complain abt it after each outing..!!! n then there is this certain someone who caught my attention again....i wonder if its the same from the other side...am i thinking too much? there is somehow still a connection somewhere?? but its really not obvious..well....i dunno manz... ok then...tats all for today.... |
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一望即逝的烟火象征着我们 我喜欢的是青色还是红色 你有在乎吗？ 因为有依赖 所以最伤心 听说你也难过 但你不曾挽留 你认为 叫我把棉被盖好 就是一种安慰 但你曾想过 你说完掉头就走 却是更残忍的伤害 相信我 忘记也许更容易 其实并没有讨厌 不能怪你的无助 你知道吗？ 希望以后再遇见 我们只是陌生人 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 曾经以为 一切都不会改变 怎么说散就散 一点预兆都不给 是因为他吗 还是我没搞清楚 你怎会说走就走 连一句话也没留 是我太慢太傻 还是有些事根本不必说 是无所不谈吗 怎么会差了你我 是你太傻太慢 还是根本没想过 所以就算无所不谈 还是缺了你我 如果有一天 你突然想起我 请记得 我曾经给过你微笑 |