~* forever *~

there is something i want to confess here.....

i havnt been doing anything for the past 2 weeks!!

Went for numerous meetings and..1 talk..meetings have been good..(i actually still have things to update even though i havnt been reading up!)..supervisors are generally satisfied with me (i hope..)..nothing important/interesting happened to me...

nope...1 "interesting" thing did happen..that is if u r a real sadist/ if u really hate me..

i slipped in the bathroom..n had a cut on my neck plus some patches of briuses!!...ya..im bascially disfigured...poor me lo...yl say i ge mai...haha...wei qing suo kun? nah..not even a soul out there...hahaha..

anyway..i realise im realli not someone who do keep up with pp..i dun read blogs frequently nowadays..i dont call/sms people for nth...i think soon i would have no more friends at all...plus the fact that i dont realli make new friends in school also...i guess im back to the stage when every new people who see me wont dare to talk to me cos they think im too fierce or something..which is something i dun understand...do i realli look THAT fierce when im not smiling?

i dont know when it happened or how it happened..but i think i know why it happened..a little shock to know about it..i guess its too late to ask about it now...unsolved problems are permanent problems..but seriously i hope you are ok.. i guess thats why im seeing what im seeing...n i do believe there are better ones out there... =)

anyway...i think i should really go to places like bali or any other famous islands..cos you never know when you will spot actors/actresses who also happened to be there!! well..sadly..i dont think i will be able to spot zheng yuan chang in bali any time soon cos he just went there recently...so forget about asking me to go there people...not until i know he is gg there again! hahaha...ok i should relax...n yupz..im back to joe again! n a small picture of him is back onto the wall again..hahaha...i guess its the zhi shu syndrome again...im watching kiss2 again...n zhi shu is simply irresistable...

i must say this...i dont just like any actor lo..one very good example is ming zhong...i like the show very much..but i dont realli care about ethan ruan..opps..currently im watching bu liang xiao hua too..even though i think wilber pan is shuai once again..he doesnt have that much an impact anymore..zhi shu=joe cheng is still the best currently...hahaha..

well..if i were to collate those actors i have "loved" before/can make me "love" them once and again....i can at least know now that i dont realli like childish guys..or rather baby-faced guys (opps!)...if he really need to have a baby-face...then at least he shouldnt act/talk in a kidish manner..i cant stand guys who are lazy..or looked lazy...most importantly...must have a nice smile! (nice or not is realli dependent on me i guess..but generally and usually...broad smiles are nice!) and also (this has nth to do with the actors unless i get to befriend them one day..)...it would be perfect if we can "communicate" without speaking...if you know what i mean...one look and i know what he is thinking...even though i admit im not really good at guessing...

health is really more important than anything else..so im wishing and hoping for a huge transition soon!!! =)

now when i look back..everything is so funny...unreal and like have nv happened before...wish u both well...seriously...

ok..im bored once again...im gg to continue with kiss2...and im also looking forward to wo de yi wan mian bao! airing on 16th nov!! yeah!!! joe cheng + ariel lin!!! btw..ariel lin just won the best actress award in jing mai jiang! kiss2!! =)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑