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Monday, August 25, 2008
i wanna laugh at myself..loudly!I lost sleep yesterday just because im supposed to do a lit review presentation this morning! Seriously, i have no idea why it happens. im basically just fed-up with myself last night when i realise i just couldnt fall asleep! Probably because this is the first presentation for my new PhD student status. Maybe its because im presenting to a group of people. Maybe because all those listening to me are most likely much more knowledgable and experienced than me. I just know this is the first time i really lose sleep over something. Duhh... Anyway, today's presentation wasnt that bad. The atmosphere was quite informal in a way. I was the last among the 4 of us to do the presentation. But when i went infront of the audiences, i was so relaxed i qn mark myself. What i didnt expect was for my co-sup to ask me questions while i was talking halfway. Didnt really manage to answer his question. I just said that all others are using the same method,which obviously, he wasnt convinced. BUT, i THINK i got some "points" back when i actually explained something to a post doc(something which both of us mentioned in our presentation but he didnt know what it means)! And after that the co-sup SEEMS to be quite satisfied! =) Well, hope everything will be fine from now onwards. My sup and that post doc all ask me to relax because i still have 4 yrs. I guess balance is more important now. =D |
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一望即逝的烟火象征着我们 我喜欢的是青色还是红色 你有在乎吗？ 因为有依赖 所以最伤心 听说你也难过 但你不曾挽留 你认为 叫我把棉被盖好 就是一种安慰 但你曾想过 你说完掉头就走 却是更残忍的伤害 相信我 忘记也许更容易 其实并没有讨厌 不能怪你的无助 你知道吗？ 希望以后再遇见 我们只是陌生人 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 曾经以为 一切都不会改变 怎么说散就散 一点预兆都不给 是因为他吗 还是我没搞清楚 你怎会说走就走 连一句话也没留 是我太慢太傻 还是有些事根本不必说 是无所不谈吗 怎么会差了你我 是你太傻太慢 还是根本没想过 所以就算无所不谈 还是缺了你我 如果有一天 你突然想起我 请记得 我曾经给过你微笑 |