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watching 愛情兩好三壞 now..yupz..its an old show..at episode 11 currently..i just suddenly find that the character that xiao qiao is acting (in the show she is called wen zi) is very familiar to myself..definately not the situation that wen zi is in..but rather..its the line of thoughts of wen zi..while watching i feel so xin ku and i keep thinking.."just say whatever you want la! why only keep it as an OS?" like i said..i think my character is almost similiar to that of wen zi..so seriously..how many times did i really say what i want out loud? like when i am unhappy with someone/something..did i really say it or just put it as an OS like what wen zi did? many times..in order not to worsen the situation or atmosphere..i just keep whatever i am thinking inside me..so sometimes..its not that i dont have a temper..its jus that i didnt say it...and the person whom i am angry at..may think that he/she is correct and that i have admitted defeat...which is something that makes me even more angry..haha..now i find it funny...so afterall i am actually the one who make myself even more angry right? hmmz..whatever la..i just hope sometimes i can just say whatever i want without caring about the feelings of others..just like what others are probably doing to me.. =)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑