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my main purpose in this blog is to say that knowing too many people is not necessary a good thing. seriously, i have enough of people (ya,i dun even consider them as friends), who have long lost contact with me, suddenly appeared again! yes, what else? they have now become financial planners. and so, the same old method again, "long time didnt see you, lets meet for a catch-up." some, who are more honest, will continue with, "so that i can tell you more about what i am doing now." just about half an hour ago, i told one straight in the face that i am not interested and in fact, before her, many people has already contacted me about this. what i didnt say was "and i had enough." she continued saying that in that case, we can just meet up and not talk about anything regarding financial planning. she said she dont want to make it seems like she has a hidden agenda for calling. please, it's not a HIDDEN agenda, its so obvious. i mean, will you call me for a "catch-up" if you are not a finanical planner? no right?! urgh! but having no work at the moment, i have no choice but to agree to have a breakfast with her for "catching-up". actually, i probably wouldnt mind meeting up with people like her if it's not only me. i mean, i wont mind meeting up to chat. but, i didnt see you for such a long time, and even when we were friends last time, we wasnt those who will chat with each other. then what do you expect me to say when we met up? and in this kind of situation, i will treat these people as having a motive and all the more i wont want to say anything. just like a few days ago, me and another friend 'teamed up' to meet another friend whom we got to know like 2 years back(i still consider him as a friend because in between he did initiate to talk abit.) in fact he was abit weird. me and my friend actually only lived in opposite blocks and he actually want to meet us up separately in different days?! weird right? but anyway, the two of us eventually made the meetup to become a trio outing. haha. frankly speaking, the meetup wasnt as bad as we thought. he did introduce to us that he is a finanical planner and stuffs, but after that, it's more like a brother advising his younger sisters of what to expect in years to come and think properly before going into the first job. so in fact, as much as i hate to admit, it was quite a fruitful outing. haha. as i was telling my friend, i think we are 以小人之心，度君子之腹.
whatever it is, what i want to conclude is, i dislike people who find me for another motive. probably thats why i dislike networking. it makes everyone seems so, FAKE.

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phew! besides complaining above,i had actually typed out everything in complete english! haha.i think i should start using perfect spelling instead of short forms from now on. not trying to exaggerate, but do you know that i had a hard time trying to type in perfect english for my IA report? haha, FYP report became a little easier since it came after the IA report. this must be due to too much msn-ing and sms-ing. haha. so, from now on, i will try to type in the correct spelling! and maybe after some time, i will type in a correct format, with all the big and small capitals. haha. =)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑