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decided to blog cos i have nth to do..yupz..i have graduated..n attended the graduation nite..the nite was..okay~..lots of phototaking...i think the real dinner onli lasted like 1 hr ba..i mean plus eating n some prize giving..the rest of the 1+ hr there is for phototaking..did a "train dance"..which is quite a qn mark at the end..but well..sort of mixed the profs n students(ahem..graduates..) tog la.. anyway a gd qn from one of the student yesterday..."so does it mean that all of us who attended the graduation nite today will be graduated?"..hahaha..definately a gd qn asked...the ans given by our cheeky dean? "all of u will graduate.....but maybe not this yr!"..thanks dean~! urgh....hahhaa..but well..i think all will graduate de la..so no worries ba..

so after the grad nite...as most groups will do..is go out n chill...n unintentionally...most of us ended up at clarke quay pumphouse..so like wat a fren said..it was like a mse bash after the grad nite..so cool... n seriously...after the "no smoking in air con area" law...pub realli became a place where u can chill out happily wif frenz without having to cause harm to ur own health..n plus the live band there is realli gd..but of cos..regardless how gd it is...it is still super tiring n boring to be inside a pub doing nth for like 3+ hrs...the onli interesting thing that happened yesterday in the pub was seeing 2 mse girls being approached by 2 guys fm the pub..cos the 2 of them were all alone resting while their frenz continue dancing..but funny..in the end u noe that they wasnt interested n one of them even attached le...den y r they still talking to the 2 guys and ended up on the same table as them for a short while?? hmmz..dun understand...but watever...me n ada (ok..maybe jus ada..) were safe cos we were always surrounded by our own grp of guy frenz...hahaha..but the 2 of us jus keep saying.."can we go home already...veri tired..wanna slp le..." n so finally at 2.30am..we finally make our way home....i noe some of u may say..i got so early slp de meh...well..i dunno..maybe its kind of bored doing nth...plus i think its the music there which makes me wanna slp there..somemore its dark n cold inside..gd atmosphere to slp..hahah...n when i say i feel like slping "there" i mean it..cos after i got home..i ended up watching show till 6am den went to bed..haha...

ehh..wat else can i say? erm.....ohh...the year book is disappointing...that for 10 bucks...haiz... food was normal..wat can u expect for a 20 bucks dinner?haha..

actually i dunno wat im feeling now...happy tat i have graduated? excited for egypt trip? sad tat i havnt found job? uncertain tat i havnt found a PhD topic? truly speaking...im feeling none of these..so i think pp can stop asking me any of these qn..one of my frens is shocked that i dun feel anything after having graduated n neither m i excited for the trip..haha...izzit realli my problem tat i actually dun feel for anything? things...places...situations.....people? hmmz....i dunno... maybe im jus weird...or different... or maybe i just havnt realli met one that can make me feel something......?

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑