~* forever *~

"天气预报说..
今日天气晴..
但因为你只留给我背影..
所以在我的眼里..
下了一场大雨.."

friends..a term so commonly used..who noes wat it realli means? how shld a real friend behave? wat shld a real friend say?

who truly noes?

many times..the "standard" for how your fren shld behave and wat ur fren shld say is largely dependent on wat u expect from them. it wont realli bothers u that a fren, whom u dun realli talk much to, dun realli sympatheize with u when u r down. like wise, it will hurt u veri much when someone whom u considered a very close fren, didnt show any concern when u think u have "made it so obvious" that u r not ur usual self..

just like in a relationship, u shld treasure ur frens in the same way that u treasure ur bf/gf..hmmz..well..maybe not to the same extent..but similar..it shldnt differ too much..afterall..ur frens r there to be with u like ur "the other half"..so shldnt frens be treasured too?

well...i thot of all these cos im currently watching a show which talks abt friendship..n it sets me thinking..do/will i have that kind of friendship like those in the show? or maybe..i already have it jus that i didnt tresaure? do i realli understand wat i already have?

重要的不是了解..而是体会...

if i were to go back in time..do i make the same decisions? will i make the same friends? does it realli matter if i dun noe some of the pp i already noe now? well..i dun wish to think..time machine is something not feasilbly possible now..n so i wont be able to use it anyway...memories are replaced and not forgotten...since there's no way to forget...den learn to live with it..everyone shld live in the present and look towards the future...hu cares abt the past?

so..let bad memories get replaced in the future..where every happiness is possible.. =)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑