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in case any of u dun noe...im someone hu will go crazy over the male actor of the show that im watching...n if the male actor happened to be a singer too...i will suddenly become their ge mi too..n will start buying..not onli their new album...but old albums as well...ya..im crazy...

jus to update u on my "past love"-s...

1) su you peng - started fm huan zhu ge ge as wu ah ge...so wen wu shuang quan...but...too bad..will nv happen in real life now..haha...like him for the longest...even started buying xiao hu dui's album cos of him lo...n also his many past albums since yr 1993..li hai rite...started having the mindset that guys with nice broad smiles are shuai! =)

2)pan wei bo - he din act in any shows i was watching...forget y i started liking him..i think is his smiles ba...nice n broad... =)

3)wang shao wei - i also dunno how i started liking him leh...maybe in the tw series wang zi bian qing wa? i jus find him veri funny...i mean in those variety shows..hahaha...look so manly but he abit niang..den always act cute..hahaha..but still like him though..for quite short term i think..

4)zhang dong liang - started liking him cos of the tw series wei xiao pasta..hahah..den end up liking his songs too! n also realised i actually noe many of his old songs..jus tat i din noe is him..is realli like xiang jian hen(4)wan(3)...hahahha...ohh..n he got a broad smile too!

5)wu zun - started liking him cos of hua yang shao nan shao nv..den after which...started to search online for other tw series which he acted in in the past...think at that i also started liking fei lun hai..but i din buy their album la...wu zun arh...shuai? hmmz...sort of ba..

6)he jun xiang - like him cos of er mo zai sheng bian...den followed up with huan huan ai..n also currently dou niu yao bu yao...also went back to watch his other shows...his status in my heart n brain used to be on the veri top..but now..he is slowly being taken over le......

presenting my current "love"....zheng yuan chang!!!! isnt him shuai?!!!! =)

hahaha..in the past..i dun realli pay much attention to him even though sometimes he is on the same variety shows as he jun xiang..i think its probably cos of his hair style ba...he used to have long curly hair..cant stand it..in a few mths back..i was so bored at home cos i have nth to do..which includes no shows for me to watch..n at that time..i can onli anticipate one episode of dou niu yao bu yao per wk..since it is still currently showing in tw...in fact..yl did introduce this show to me b4..but cos i (used to)not like the 1st series..i decided not to attempt it at all...until one day when im realli so bored to death at home...i decided to jus anyhow try and watch...but BUT...once i started watching..i cant stop! hahaha..im not sure if its cos of the story...or him..or his hairstyle..i seriously started watching the show..now i anticipate this show everyweek more than dou niu yao bu yao...hmmz..oh ya..the series is called er zhuo ju 2 wen...n yes...i started watching er zhuo ju zhi wen..n guess wat! i even bought the vcd for it..hahhaa..ya..im crazy...erm...but i think i like him as zhi shu more though..cos in real life..he is abit more niang..even though he can be quite manly sometimes..esp when he poses for phototaking...arhhh! make my heart melt...hahhahaa...i wonder how long this will last.......

well...i can onli say...celebrities are..celebrities..our paths will nv cross..so..i shld jus stay calm..hahhaa...aiyah...relax...i understand this pt de la..even though i got "no heart"...i can still differentiate wats real n wats not...hahhaa.. afterall..its gd to haf someone to make me enthu when im bored.. =)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑