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i noe its been long since i have a "proper" post...so..this is it...feel like blogging yet i need the time to do other things...so this will be a short and fast one..

suddenly thinks tat 2007 is a weird yr...actually not weird la..i also dunno how to describe..different? not veri different also leh...i jus cant make up my mind how to describe this yr...

so y izzit such a "complicated" yr?

No. 1:
firstly..of cos is IA...being in the actual working world..knowing new frenz...building friendships...doing actual things tat...realli has a gd use in the society...hu noes...maybe something suddenly strikes my mind and i got to produce something tat has nv been seen in the world? den maybe i will get a noble prize or something.....but well...looking at me now..u noe its jus a part of my wishful thinking......

No. 2:
like i say b4...i had the most number of surprises in my 22nd yr of life! memorable and interesting way of celebrating my bday this yr...wif new group of pp...well..thanks peeps again!

No. 3:
for someone like me hu seldom hear compliments abt myself...jus cos its "me"...is certainly veri weird when u really hear it...pp fm nowhere suddenly pops out and say nice things abt u?! probably feels gd...but...u will be like...so how am i supposed to react? hahaha...its funny how i try to act as if its natural...

No. 4:
a change in friendship to some pp...for the better and for the worse...but well...hu to decide whether its realli a gd/bad thing abt it? the friendship may haf worsen but its definately not a bad thing...n of cos..vice versa too...

No. 5:
haf different names appearing on my phone when pp calls/msg recently..well..some r gd n some bad i think...shld we be happy that a fren calls u onli when he/she needed a companion to haf dinner with and at the other times..he/she dun even bother to stop u to haf a short chat when both of u c each other or noe tat u 2 WILL be seeing each other at a common place? hmmz...well...2 different verdicts can be formulated...happy = tat fren rems u when he/she needed someone most...not happy = tat fren ONLY rems u when he/she needed someone most...hmmz...complicated huh...besides tat...of cos it feels gd when a fren (not veri close but in gd terms..) calls u to check if its realli u when he/she saw someone hu looks like u somewhere...thinking tat if its me..we can go home tog...how great was tat..=)

No. 6:
i enjoy being wif myself recently...gg lab alone...gg lec n tut alone...walk here n there alone...hmmz...dunno wat comes over me..suddenly feels tat im so free..(not time pls...i wish a day has 48 hrs seriously..)....no need to report to anyone where im gg...no need to talk when i dun feel like talking...i seriously jus need my mp3 wif me...quite happy abt this...probably means tat im becoming independet..or maybe..becoming MORE independent...a gd trait since im stepping out into the society soon...but of cos..having said all these...it DOESN'T mean tat i dun like being wif my frenz ok! i like it when we had meals tog...den talk abt school work..abt future..abt assignments and the list goes on...i would think tat this sem gives me fair distribution of being wif frenz and being wif myself.. =)

so far can onli think of 6 pts abt 2007 being a "weird" year...probably more than tat jus tat they r not worth mentioning.....

ok...finally done wif the post....not veri short as i thot it would be...

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑