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jus back fm mj session...FINALLY won today...even though its onli like $4.40...haha...but well...at least i break my "losing curse"...haha...

hmmz..yupz..hasnt been blogging...cos...there is realli nth to blog abt...probably jus random thoughts...in case any of u din noe...if im not tat tired...i usually will think of things when i jus got onto bed...sometimes will think think think till i fell asleep kind...n seriously...when i thot of interesting things...i will tell myself tat..."ok..im gg to blog this down tml"...n of cos...most of the time i didnt...due to my forgetfulness or laziness...haha...so yupz...always random thots....

finished my IA on the 8th june...i can still rem tat i wore super slack tat day...haha...cos tat night we organised a bbq for oursleves...like a "yeah! IA-is-over" party or rather...a farewell party la...den somemore...we had returned our computers on thursday..which.. in other words means tat...when we go for "work" on friday...we will have nth to do! so in the end...we talked n played dai dee n took pictures(a fren smuggled a camera in..haha!) n make cards (more like certs) for the HR pp....bascially do everything else except formal work...it was so fun n relaxed la...n seriously...the bbq was so great! i laughed as if im crazy la...until a pt in time tat my frens asked me if i have taken my medi...thanks sia~...hahha...n of cos those funny pics n videos tat we took... memories man....*signs*

oh...n anyway...my fren is so nice! he rejected a gp of other pp to share cab wif so tat he can accompany me! THAT is call GENTLEMAN guys!!! hahaha...even though he say he did tat in case i call him a traitor again...but...yes..learn fm him man!!! haha...in the end we also took cab la...n he paid more..opps..haha...

some pics tat we took!

i dunno y im the onli one looking at this camera la..but ya...haha..anyway...they r pp fm the same office as me! rm 4-9!!!

these 2 r my closest female frenz in dso! we are all fm MSE!!!

haha...this is jus a random photo wif gao xiao pp!!!

this is a group photo we took during the retreat in march...all the IA students fm DSO! how time flies man~!

4-9 pp again!!

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anyway...i seem to "understand" guys more n more...maybe its not realli the case..but..they seems to keep proving to me tat wat i think is correct...guys out there can rebute me if u all wan...

firstly...most guys will wan to haf a female's fren attention when they wan it...somehow..they will manage to get it even if the 2 of them isnt tat close...probably cos most gals r jus kpo...they wanna noe as many things as possible...so izzit the gals' fault? hmmz..

secondly...after the guy gets the attention he wants..most of time the gal will think..."ok..since he dun mind telling me his problems/things...he shld also be willling to listen to mine right?"...ya..so tats where the sad case thing happen...cos most the times...when u need tat same guy to listen to u...he will somehow manage to get away wif it...either dun snd interested or maybe give a not-linked answer or something...or maybe change the topic? hmmz..they will manage to find a way to avoid it n make it less obvious...but being the smart gals...we will usually be able to detect tat...so probably that's where a gal will noe hu to turn to the next time...

thirdly...a guy will onli be a gentleman to the gal he likes...i think this is quite obvious to..not all..but many guys...maybe its kind of like li suo dang ran..like being nice onli to the special one...but erm...things like helping a female fren to carry heavy things or help in anyway...izzit realli tat difficult? she is still ur fren leh...being helpful n gentleman shldnt be onli be applied to the special gal in ur heart..cos it will not onli turn ur female fren off...tat special gal may also start to qn mark u la..ya..it doesnt kill to be a gentleman...so be one...

hahah..tats abt it...maybe im wrong la...but tat realli wat i see n hear...n some guys jus keep proving to me tat im correct...not onli fm my own experience but also fm my fren's...so...buke up guys!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑