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Friday, May 11, 2007
had actually typed a post during work on wed...but...the comp suddenly hang den its gone..haiz..anyway.. life at work had (n will continue to be) boring...having completed my report so early....there isnt much interesting things i can do anymore...i could start on my fyp i think...but...dun feel like doing it now...my sup did ask me to help her fins things...which means...jus like starting fm sq 1 when i first started my proj...reading journals on things that u r not familiar wif...n not tat interested in...which makes things worse...haiz..the moment i start reading the journals...i feel like slping...realli feel like jus heck care n slp lo...but..haiz..suan le...but seriously la..super bored and slpy at work...i feel like im wasting my time there...except for earning money w/o doing anything..there isnt much an incentive to be there...i will rather not haf the money seriously...imagine a day at home...i can..watch vcd...slp...den maybe take up those 1 day event to work n earn some money...im satisfied wif that....... oh...n i organised an outing wif my ia frenz...initially i onli said that as a suggestion...but they ended up taking it for real..n so...being the one hu suggested it...i will haf to organise it...sent emails n everything...not many pp reply still ok...dun like it when pp say..."i will let u noe on thurs..(the outing is on fri..)..."..n the reason being...maybe something will crops up...its like huh...when we go ktv...u say y we always go ktv...den those dun sing one always cannot go..so fine..we organise dinner...den now u say things like this.. A: its better that i say not confirm rather than i say i can go den suddenly something crops up den i say i dun go rite? me n B: "wat could possible "happen"??? of cos if its those emergency cases we definately will let u go wat...if not wat u mean by that something? A: like a fren hu i dun usually c ask me to go out..den of cos i will go wif that fren rite..since i always c u all in office...right anot? me: (shakes head) "........." B: (shakes head) "u can always meet that fren on another day since u agreed to go wif us le wat.. A: "other days maybe he/she got something on leh.." me (thinking): den in tat case u can also tell him/her that u got something on le wat.......diaoz... B: "but..." me to B: "aiyah..its ok.." like wat me and angeline agreed b4...A's thinking is weird... besides A..also got another one..say onli can confirm on thurs..its like...huh? can den can..cannot den cannot la...duh...organisers SERIOUSLY dun like to hear this kind of answers la...seems so unsettled..dunno hu gg hu not gg lo...urgh! felt abit pekchek after hearing tat... having complained abt that...i shld also confess that....i did the same thing to another fren on tat same day..haha! was asked on tue whether can meet up on thurs for dinner...so tue i replied saying i can onli confirm on wed..n on wed...cos i was so tired...i said i will onli confirm on thurs morning...but but...tats cos i thot since they will meet up anyway..it doesnt matter whether i go anot rite..hahaha...but well...i ended up not gg...too tired le..n the dinner...dunno if its cancelled.. opps... sometimes i think....izzit gd to keep things to urself? actually...how izzit possible that anyone can actually remain sad/quiet even though everyone arnd him/her r so noisy n chatty n having fun?!! temperamental pp r so hard to keep up wif...one day they r so happy n high...the other day they jus kept quiet the whole day n reject frenz totally...its like...huh..so now wat? its realli puts pp off sometimes...frenz r there for a purpose...n not for u to be nice to them onli when u feels like it n when u r not...they suddenly became ur enemies...duh~ lastly i wanna say....everyone looks gd when they smile...so everyone...mus SMILE more!!!! =) |
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