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Friday, April 20, 2007
totally stunned...for the past 2 days, i realli feel like smashing the comp, both in the office n at home...office first...comp starts super slow...n when it finally got into the main screen n running(or so it seems..), i can click the internet explorer icon or wmp icon for several times but it jus wouldnt start...n when they FINALLY do start AT THE SAME TIME...jus one single click n the (NOT RESPONDING) words appeared...GREAT JOB! SUX! now come to the home one...hadnt been able to log into windows live messenger for quite a long time...thot msn got prob so din bother..so yesterday i was so bored...i cant believe i still need to use msn web at home when i have been using it in the office for the whole day..so..tried to login using my sis's laptop...n TADA! it works!!!! so ok...the next thing is...den my comp?! y cannot...tried all means n ways...even tried the old version of windows messenger n still cannot...say couldnt log on cos of firewall settings..ok can..no prob...went to change the settings..even tried to off the firewall n tried...still cannot...n the help icon din work...by this time...i was getting super pek chek le....so...thot MAYBE is my windows live messenger suddenly couldnt open its files or wat...went to uninstall....n when i tried to reinstall...ANOTHER window popup and say...ERROR IN OPENING WINDOWS LIVE SETUP BOOTWARE.EXE...n it jus dun continue installing...wat the heck is tat!???? so...went to search online...n read thru those help forum...no one knew exactly how to solve it...den i get TOTALLY PISSED!!!! end up (dunno y i did that though..) went to install a super old version of windows messenger..n it works...by this time...ok..at least SOMETHING works finally...still pissed..but felt a little bit better.... n today...tried to rectify the problems again....erm..tried installing...still cannot....den suddenly..saw a popup for my spycatcher program...suddenly strikes me! went to check status....WHOEVER CHANGED MY SETTINGS TO HIGH SECURITY IS GG TO GET IT MAN! but who else use it except for me n maybe my sis...its definately not me...so..ya~ i din ask though...din bother.....so ok....windows live messenger install successfully n i thot..yes! its gg to work! but no...same thing...cannot log in....wah piang! tats it lo...search this n tat....even deleted my spyware catcher...n after deleting this n tat program...i suddenly thot..i shld jus press the help button again c if its works..n surprisingly..it does today! COULDNT LOGIN COS THE DATE N TIME DOEST NOT TALLY WIF THE ONE FM MSN!!! seriously....KNS! date n time of all things?!!!!!!! siao bo!! wah lao..realli veri angry lo...totally SUX! n y doesnt the help button work yesterday?!!! it would haf saved me alot of time to clear up this stupid thing la...DUH! ok...finished complaining...was realli veri pissed yesterday...though felt abit better when a fren initiated me to talk..but still PISSED! urgh.....whew....ok..relax.... end of complains.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ been listening to canto songs lately...esp in office..n even at home like now...onli listen to canto songs by gu ju ji..esp his jing ge jing qu..a 10 min song...i like...actually did like a few canto songs in the past...but dun realli listen much cos all frenz around me dun listen to canto songs....until......haha! my IA frenz...2 super like canto songs...so slowly slowly...i also started to listen to canto songs le...the feeling is shuang...n somemore...most of them noe abit of canto..(of cos rite..cos they listen to canto songs one..)...woohoo..even better...cos i like canto too...even during ktv...one of them will sing canto songs...so...its a change..which i quite like it...n not onli tat...the songs sang by my IA frenz cover a much larger range then the pp i ususally go wif in the past...both r gd la...diff ma...but feels diff though...enjoyed myself in both... anyway..for those who know abt my "crisis" regarding my fyp...all settled le....will be continuing in dso...n my co-sup fm ntu will be the one hu initally had already allocated me wif a proj...so yupz..win-win situation for both..gd! n they r realli nice...helped me planned everything nicely le...my prof even suggested me to take up this mse research scheme bet the period after my IA n b4 sch starts...can earn bucks while doing fyp..hahaha! yeah!!!! actually..i did receive the email fm the sch la...offered me this scheme to take..it's actually abt taking up a research proj to do bet may n july den claim for the hours to earn money n learn things along the way la...but it says IA students shld focus on IA first..so i thot i cannot apply...but well....my prof willing to open up my fyp proj as one of the scheme's title so tat i can do it under the scheme n get money even though its my fyp..can understand?? hahahah...watever it is..yeah!! n their plan is...i continue to do all the experimental stuffs at the period after IA and b4 sch starts in dso..so tat when sch reopens..i dun need to make so many trips down to dso...like back n forth fm ntu, dso n home...i can jus do the rest in sch...yeah!! so thoughtful n nice of them....n since i will be starting my fyp early...n if nth goes wrong...i shld be able to finish the experimental parts by sem 1..n i can start writting my report in sem 2!!!! one whole sem to write report!!! hahahhaha..no need to rush! yeah!!! hahahhah... come to think of it...IA ending soon...quite sad...dunno if i can get used to life w/o IA...to be exact..w/o the group of IA frenz...hahaha...opps...was talking to angel tat day..ask her does she think our group will still meet up after IA...both of us think its abit ke xi if our friendship ends when IA ends....but well...those guys...i dun think they will be so nice to say lets meet for lunch or dinner....tats our conclusion...afterall...they r GUYS....so...yupz...its up to me n angel le...hope this feeling of "holding on to this friendship" feeling will last...cos...i think..our personalities complement each other...so yupz..feel comfortable ba...like the feeling...esp the 5 of us i think...erm...haiz..i dunno....dun regret joining dso cos of them partially...i hope we can meet up for lunch or something in sch next yr... * * * * generally...im happy....everything seems to be gg well for me...i hope things will continue to be gd...n in the way i want them to be and wished for.... *fingers crossed*=) |
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一望即逝的烟火象征着我们 我喜欢的是青色还是红色 你有在乎吗？ 因为有依赖 所以最伤心 听说你也难过 但你不曾挽留 你认为 叫我把棉被盖好 就是一种安慰 但你曾想过 你说完掉头就走 却是更残忍的伤害 相信我 忘记也许更容易 其实并没有讨厌 不能怪你的无助 你知道吗？ 希望以后再遇见 我们只是陌生人 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 曾经以为 一切都不会改变 怎么说散就散 一点预兆都不给 是因为他吗 还是我没搞清楚 你怎会说走就走 连一句话也没留 是我太慢太傻 还是有些事根本不必说 是无所不谈吗 怎么会差了你我 是你太傻太慢 还是根本没想过 所以就算无所不谈 还是缺了你我 如果有一天 你突然想起我 请记得 我曾经给过你微笑 |