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haha..ok..its time i blog abt my bday celebrations...hmmz..in total..i had 4 bday celebrations this yr! ok..maybe snds sad...but this is the first time in my 22 yrs of life that i had so many celebrations for my bday lo!!! hahahha...

hmmz...i guess most pp's special yr is 21st ba...but for me..at least until now..i think my most special bday is realli the 22nd lo!! cos i had 2 surprises this yr! im realli surprised kind lo...realli happy actually...

the first surprise comes fm my IA frenz...erm..ok la..even though i saw their emails accidentally...as in the title fm my fren'z com la..i think is called birthday plan...but i thot its probably not for me cos afterall..we onli noe each other for like...arnd 4 wks?..some of them i onli noe them for 2 wks or less i think..ya lo..anyway..according to them..it was a big operation! cos alot of unexpected things happened..hahah!!
firstly...angeline suddenly need to go back to NTU in the morning...so...the celebration is changed to 5pm instead of 830 am...
secondly, the group of pp fm rm 2-10..they were told a few days b4 that all of them need to do presentation on 1st feb...n they dunno when it will end...n so..its changed to 5pm also..
thirdly..i took dso shuttle bus that day..usually i will take private bus..but will not reach dso early la...but that day i reach buona vista early..so took shuttle bus..den when one of them saw me..he look super serious lo n he was sms-ing..i thot he was in a bad mood so din realli talk to him la..haha..anyway..tat evening den i noe..if i take shuttle bus..i might c the girl hu is surposed to bring the cake la..so ya..basically he was trying to sms her n call her to tell her abt it..n actually hor..that girl veri gan jeong also lo..haha...veri funny..den when the bus reach dso..i was wondering y my fren keep standing on my left side lo...haha! well..is cos he saw the girl there n he thot the cake is still wif her...haha..he was trying to block my view n i din even realise!
so anyway....tat day when i reach office..no one wish me lo..which im also ok one la..den we also happily played dai dee n crapping...n after tat den i noe..angeline say she felt veri excited at arnd 4 la..den dun feel like working le..haha..no wonder she come n find me do some stupid paper cuttings la..but ok la..i like also..hahahah...but anyway...she ask me to go scan things wif her at arnd 5 one.. den cos i was typing my report ma..left like one paragraph..so i say wait until i finish lo..but haha..actually is cos the pp downstairs already prepare the cake properly le la..onli waiting for me to turn up only...but anyway i dunno ma..so of cos wanna finish everything first lo..n so...i went wif her den after a while she say our fren downstairs wan us to go find them in their rm at 2-10 la..cos we veri long nv go le..so ya lo..we went..at that time...i was still sms-ing la..haha...got come to my mind maybe its a surprise la..but i thot whole day dun haf le..shld be dun haf lo..but well...i was super shocked! cos even my frenz in the same office as me was in the rm already! i was like.."when did they come here one?!!"...cos actually we din spend much time in the printing rm as we couldnt log in to the comp connected to the scanner..super surprised lo! so yupz..bday song..bday cake..bday card...n bday gifts..n of cos..handshakes! HEEE...

so here comes the second surprise..which is today!! erm..in the afternoon..yf msg me say he got violin so cant join us for dinner..den ask me to enjoy myself lo..den when i reach..no one was there yet..so i waited lo..den i saw david..n we were saying the rest late again kind of thing..den after tat met simon..den he told me..alot of pp msg him say they last min cannot make it le..say jl is a traitor cos he gg for tution..den say when xj n fj reach le we can go already..hmmz..actually i wasnt veri convinced la..haha..cos..dunno leh..i realli can c tat he is lying la...haha..even though he insist that he will always smile in that way when he talks..but watever,.hahaha..the onli think im convinced is when i ask him whether ada is coming n he say dunno..hahha...so..ok lo..they reached den we set off twds marina sq...den was talking talking..den reached the place where we haf to cross the road to reach marina sq one..den i heard my name..at first i onli saw py..i was like..wah! so qiao c her..den..slowly..i c more n more pp..hahahha!!! all of them r there already la!! even yf n jl...heehee...so yupz...tat was part 1 surprise..the part 2 surprise is...lovely ada is actually holding on to a plate of yu shen wif a candle in the center! hahahha..YES! THAT'S MY "BDAY CAKE"!!! hahahha..so ya lo..they sang bday song ..i blew the candle n we made our way to sakae...wah...u all seriously dunno how surprised i am lo!!! hahahha...actualli i dunno who's the one who start to plan this la...haha..but joseph was saying that he wanted to make me pek chek cos suddenly alot of pp cant make it..but seriously saying la..i was feeling ok leh...last min cannot make it also bo bian ba..at least got pp go eat wif me la...if is no one turn up kind den i will realli be pissed off la...hahaha..so yupz...realli happy abt the surprise today..i was expecting maybe they r already at sakae waiting for me la..but seriously not along the way lo! even though they r a big crowd...i realli din c them when i go up the escalator lo..was still happily talking la..hahhaa...

of cos..besides these 2 surprises...the 5 mouthians also went to sing k on the eve of my bday...haha..wah..dunno wait how long den finally get to sing lo...but that 2 crazy girls..one wu zhun fan n one da dong fan...siao ones...they basically select all the fei lun hai's songs to sing la!! hahahah...got repeat one somemore..haha...but i get to sing the song i like! haha..feel like singing again...haha....

n not forgetting..on my bday itself..went to eat wif my family..even though din go to posh restaurant...but the food is super nice..ordered my fav black pepper crab! n also mai pian xia! wah...super lo seriously! yumz...

so yupz..tats all for my bday celebrations this yr..din expect my 22nd bday to be so happening!! thanks all of u for clebrating my bday!!! hahaha..definately love the surprises!! one thing abt the surprise fm my IA frenz..i would say..we seriously din noe each other well..esp when i wasnt even like close to them lo..rem i say initially they heck care me one..n actually not all of them wished me when they left the rm la..but yupz..im happy cos of their effort u c...come to think of it...quite touched also (u r right rh!)..i can magine the guys in my rm gathering to say "need to go down le" st away when i left the rm lo...haha..like stop watever they r doing for this surprise..n also to walk quietly so that i wont hear anything (they haf to pass by the printig rm to go to the lift)..haha! n also...the pp in rm 2-10..they went to borrow a video cam lo..n also a refrigerator to store the cake..yupz...heh heh...n of cos my mse frenz!!!! actually this is the first time that they celebrated my bday for me la...realli felt blissed n happy! mucks! heeheehee....

oh ya..also wanna mention that many unexpected pp msg me to wish me happy bday la..haha..so yupz..add on to the surprises.. :)

haha..okok..i finally finish typing abt my bday celebrations le! hahaha...this yr is realli diff...at least my bday is! hope there r more surprises ahead! cos even though i dunno how to react when they happen...i still love surprises!!! hahahha... hee...

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一点预兆都不给

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你怎会说走就走
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