~* forever *~

went to watch << 满城尽带黄金甲 >> with ky and yl...seriously went in without any expectations..毕竟这不是我想看的戏。。。

the show started a few minutes after we got seated in the theatre..n hereby...凄惨宫廷故事开始了。。。

第一次看见那么华丽的宫廷。。。即高贵又色彩缤纷。。。平时看过的皇宫虽然也有许多颜色。。但却显得死气沉沉。。这次的皇宫感觉像真正的宫廷。。。非常华丽、与众不同。。。

戏中的王。。有点阴森。。有点疯。。可说是爱子。。但一心想要毒死皇后。。反复强调“规矩不能乱”。。。是害怕规矩乱了自己无法控制吗？还是因为知道规矩已经乱了所以要掩饰自己的不安？

戏里的皇后非常凄凉。。虽然知道药里有毒。。却什么也不能做。。只能默默地喝着每个时辰煎好的“药”。。三年后再见自己的儿子。。满怀委屈。。却因疼惜儿子。。把委屈往肚子里吞。。“就在重阳节。。” 这段话重复了很多次。。重阳节到底会发生什么事? 皇后真的能逼皇帝让位吗？

trapped bet both parents...the son (2nd prince) finally made his decision...

杰：“重阳节后，我不会再让母后喝药了。”
后：“好。”

n finally..the day came...chong yang festival...the 2nd prince who is formly assigned to protect the palace during this joyous festival...lead his troups to attack the king...each wore a chrysanthemum scarf...signifying their loyalty twds the queen...supposedly a "sure-win" battle turned out to be a disaster..."天地万物，朕赐给你，才是你的。” how to fight against the king??

blood stained the whole palace...the queen rushed to the "battle field"..onli to see her onli son fighting courageously with the king's troups...the queen gave him a teary nod..there was no conversation between them...but the nods signifies alot...

it shows a mother's acknowlegment that her son had done his best...watever that is gg to happen is no longer that important anymore cos her son did wat he could...the apologetic n 怜惜 look of the son twds his mother is heartbreaking...he wanted so much to win the battle n give his mother a better life...but he lost...lost to his brother...n lost to his father..afterall...he is jus a prince....

so in the end...the blood-stained pots of chrysanthemum n carpets are replaced...the celebration continues...the onli prince left in the palace is given 2 choices...

王："叛子须被五马分尸。朕能免你一死，只要你每个时辰服侍你母后喝药。”

杰：“孩儿无孝。”
无孝...tat he chose to die even though he had just returned after 3 yrs...
无孝...tat he chose to leave his mother alone in this palace with the brutal king and let him kill his mother in the way the king wanted it to be...
most importantly...
无孝...tat he did broke his promise...to protect his mother and nv let her drink the poisoned medicine again...

宫廷的悲剧谁会了解。。。。。

菊花台

你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月儿弯弯固住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望

雨轻轻叹朱红色的窗
我依身在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样

菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤

花已伤完飘落了灿烂
凋谢的市道上冥冥不堪
手摸独樵愁心拆两半
他已上不了爱一辈子摇晃

谁的江山马蹄声慌乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉

菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤

菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑