~* forever *~

its been ages since i last blogged..realised im the only one who din blog after exams which ends on the 28th nov..erm..not intentional la..jus tat...there is really nth to blog abt..haha..look at the tagboard...i think all of u miss me la..hahhaa..ok la..since thats the case..i shall blog..HAHA..

hmmz..anyway..yupz..right after exams..went to watch happy feet and had steamboat wif my uni frenz...erm..its been long since we went out wif our uni frenz..i mean in the situation like this..after exams meet up n went out..sometimes i think...how diff life can be..this sem im wif this group of frenz..n the next sem i m wif another group..den back to the same group of frenz during the next sem again..well..all i can say is..ada is the onli "winner" in this case..(not as if everyone wanna be wif me but...ya..) ..cos we haf been "tog" for the past few sems!!! hahah...ada!! =D

after this was bowling and steamboat(again!) wif thomas, jt,yl,rh n kc...veri long din touch bowling le..n suddenly haf the urge to play..so went for this "bowling" outing..which was quite a refreshing try since we mouthians usually only meet out for shopping n eating...hahhaa..anyway i think the highlight for that day is the walk fm bugis to orchard...had lots of fun n laughter along the way...esp wif tat thomas arnd..realli can laugh till heads off kind..haha..but anyway..wanna comment that this yr's christmas lightings are quite a sad case leh..not veri nice..haiz...

seriously saying...i cant realli rem what else i did..i onli noe i keep slacking at home..watching vcds and youtube..slept super late at night..woke up super late the next day...den do nth the whole day...n night came den slp...n the cycle repeats itself all the way till now...(now u all noe y i dun wan to blog le ba...) yupz..

well..even though i haf been slacking...it doesnt mean that there is nth on my mind...sometimes when i was so bored..i started to think abt things...hmmz..i realli dun understand how things can become like this ba...i guess i wont say im not at fault..but i seriously dun think im the one who started it ba..im disappointed in how things became the way it is..but its not the way i wanted it to be or even thought it would be..seriously wanna noe what went wrong la...izzit realli cos of that girl or its jus bet us? maybe guys r realli THAT xian shi ba...everything else becomes unimportant once he is attached...

looking at the way u r treating our friendship now...realli..hao ma bu chi hui tou cao..pls dun let what i think will happen..to really come true in the near "future"...what i expect to happen happened once..so pls..no 2nd time..cos if tat happens..i will look down on u...im serious.

many pp can step into ur life...whether they claim to be ur fren or not...but onli true frenz r worth ur time...cos they r the onli ones who u will c no matter what happens...

hmmz...yupz..tats abt it...wonder when the next post will come in..hahahha...=)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑