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feels rather sick now...initially pushed away a fren's bday party to go for the "cousins gathering" aka steamboat...but well..too sick to even step out of hse...so...cant go to either one le...n to think i wasted so much brain cells to decide which one to go..haiz...

hmmz..right...it was yl's bday 2 days ago...HAPPY 21st YL!! hope u REALLY like the gifts we made for u la(u noe wat i mean right..haha...)..haha...i was actually having sore throat tat day...n im suay enough to actually forget to bring my medicine along...n to worsen it...i had to "brave" thru the rain(actually it wasnt TAT heavy la..haha..)...n plus the overnight mj session...lack of slp n everything..think all contribute to my sickness ba... tats not the main pt la..haha..

oh ya...wanted to say paiseh that i didnt join u all(for those involve) for the ktv session...firstly cos i was having sore throat la...secondly is cos i agreed to play mj wif my jc frenz le...den jus played for awhile onli..so end up din go..paiseh arh..will definately join u all the next time! :)

but well...i guess its the right time for the rest of the mouthians to "gossip" behind my back when i wasnt arnd...to clarify things...I WASN'T A GAMBLER!!! i didnt learn all the gambling games on my own accord ok!!! hahahha...jus too bad i haf gambler frenz...in sch...pp like jl, simon n david will each bring a deck of poker to sch..so tat in case either one of them forget to bring the cards...we can still continue wif our "after meal" activities...who ask the sch to let us haf so many breaks in bet classes!! n den...r the mj fanatics...keep asking me to learn mj...now tat i sort of noe how to play le..den say im a gambler...haiz!!! im so ming ku!! sobz! haha..

oh...n i find it amusing y many pp wanna wish me happy bday during yl's bday party...maybe cos both initials also yl..hahhaa..no la..think cos they wanna gek yl onli..hahaha...paiseh la yl...but dun worry...u r still the main character tat day!! *SMILES*

well...the most unexpected thing(actually i was tasked to do so..hahaha) is that the person i talked most to during that few hrs of yl's party is actually je...hahhaa...played mj with them somemore...feel quite comfortable(even though he is super serious when playing mj..cos he losing...hahaha..opps..)..hmmz..afterall we r jc frenz...feels like those gd lao peng you..n we were quite gam kind...so feels quite gd..got catch up abit also...hee...

oh ya...wanna say paiseh to ada n jl too..cos except during that few rounds of asshole dai dee session..i realised i din talk to u all much...opps...i was busy entertaining that "feels leftout" NUS fren(as mentioned above)...but i guess u 2 n simon had fun playing dai dee ba...hahaha...yupz..glad u all had fun...

y do i snd like its my party liddat?!! hahaha...yes..i realised tat too..hmmz..well..im part of the organising team...n therfore wanna the party to go on smoothly..ensuring that everyone feels at ease n comfortable ba..(but even so...pp like gin, yiusan n chris...im onli the manager....not the waitress ok!!! dun ask me to help u all throw plates n serve drinks!!! hahahha..)..."fetching" of the cake is my(tog wif sf) most dangerous task tat day...veri scared the cake melt or become soggy...hahahha...but even though we made "so much" effort to enusre that the guests get to eat the nicest cake..it was somewat "ruined" by yl's super long photo-taking session la!! hahhaa..so ya...dun blame me n sf if u find that the cake seems abit too melted or soggy...haha...

well...anyway wanted to add that yl's bady party didnt end that well for me...cos even though i overall earned abit fm all the few rounds of mj tat day..n the money i saved cos i din go for ktv...i had to drop tat 20 bucks which mervin wanted to return sf...haiz..i guess im jus suay..cos sf was driving...so she asked me to hold on to it...den cos i scared i might forget to return her...i put it on my lap instead of putting them in my pouch( ya sf...i remembered i end up din put in le...)...den when we reached our destination...i TOTALLY forget abt tat 2 ten dollars on my lap n stood out of the car..yes...n sf checked le..not in the car...so yupz...there goes my "savings n earnings" tat day...haiz....SOBZ!

k la..its a long blog i think...shall end here le...keep on sneezing...stupid flu..urghh!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑