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having random thoughts now..so dun expect them to link...

erm..things are seriously getting out of hand...sometimes i dunno how to handle..everything is getting weird...some had really changed..some didnt..y do i get the feeling that im being held responsible for everything that has happened?? i din do anything lo..erm..i guess pp changed..u jus c things and pp in a diff view as time passed...maybe end up i will regret the change i did...but im happy now...may haf hurt some pp along the way...but seriously..tat wasnt intentional... disappointed in some pp..im surprised by the reply...dun care?? ok lo..be it then..im jus shocked to hear that...sometimes im thinking..how unfeeling can u get?? but ok..i noe u r liddat..so its ok..maybe unfeeling is too strong a word..its not that serious la..i jus cant think of any other word now..so wat r you n you n you(n it goes on..) thinking now??? haiz..watever la..think wat u wan...dun pressurize me...dun like the feeling realli...maybe it will happen maybe it wont..so jus keep things to urself...some things dun haf to let me noe or let me c...cant stand it sometimes..i haf things to consider..so jus let me be........

dun ask me anything...dun wan to ans...

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑