~* forever *~

was super pissed with some of the sub-coms...not comng for actual camp..n now tell me she cant make it for the senior camp also..cos she forgets that its this wk..urghh..fine lo..there's nth i can do le..realli feel like replying something mean..like can u be more responsible n stuffs..but cannot..somehow u mus be tactful..my reply i type veri long lo..cos keep changing to make it snds better..aiyah..i dunno la..another one..until now still dun wan to tell me he can make it for the camp anot..i seriously dun wan to care la..but all of them realli created problems for us la.."if they need pp..go find their own cac pp"..ok lo..so where do the "cac pp" come from?? fm previous foc pp n of cos thru frens rite..so now we cant even depend on our so called frens..n probably there may be pp out there hu is not happy that we find our own frens..den hu can we find?? i dunno la..everything seems to go well now for the programmes side..but the manpower thing is realli creating problems la..

i think im realli a big busybody..the more shou i m to my frens..the more i will poke my nose into their things..which sometimes..may not be veri gd..hmmz...so i shld mind my own business..

seriously dun like presentation..esp if i noe the presentation is not counted one..the more i dun feel like doing..but den..still haf to do..esp now..when i need to spend time reading cac stuffs..i realli dun wan to haf other things like presentation on my mind la..i dun wan either of them to flop lo seriously..can i jus tell them tat i dun wan to present next wk??? but tats like so bad la..pls la..u think u r the onli one hu is busy meh?? everyone also lo...so cant be so selfish one...mus do everything as a team la..haiz..i dunno la..after the presentation tml..at least i can still enjoy myself during senior camp..hopefully its enjoyable la..hahah..quite excited realli..dunno is other pp make me excited or i realli feel excited..hahha..aiyah..watever la..still looking fwd to it though...

ok..back to presentation..havnt write out my speech..sianz..

有些爱

愛上你讓我的世界更加美麗
愛上你自然如呼吸
愛上你甜蜜得身邊的人都妒忌
愛上你是我最珍惜的幸福

只有你能了解我所有的情緒
只有你能包容我不時的懷脾氣
只有你懂得應該如何哄我開心
所以我愛你

有些人愛到害怕所以從此不再愛
有些人愛過所以相信不須要再愛
有些人愛到自己名字也記不起來
我愛到不能想像沒有你的未來

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑