~* forever *~

haiz..great..i haf nth to write n someone said "nth to write also mus write!" fine lo..so i write lo..probably wont link la..i jus write watever i can think of..haha..

jus came back fm zinc's bday chalet on tue nite..it was realli veri fun lo..seriously starting to like the pp in this group...click veri well..pp noe how to get their own entertainment...no longer haf to worry that this person feel leftout or that person not happy that kind of thing...veri qing song...even when ada went dunno where n left me all alone wif the mahjong guys..i dun even feel left out or weird lo..i jus sat by the side n watch them play..even though i noe nuts abt mahjong..is like..they will still try to teach me n tok to me ba..everything is jus veri at home actually...

quoting fm ada's blog...(i lazy to type..hahah)..
"We watched the planes fly, the sun rise, the kittens sleep, had pillow fight, BBQ, stay up throughout the night and learnt a few poker games. Ash and I were crowned the new gambling queens because we were the “almost unbeatable” and just too powerful!!! Guess that was our beginner’s luck…."
yupz..tats wat we did..veri fun..everything is jus like..automatic..the guys will do this..the gals will do that..n we accomplished the task!!

if u r thinking..tats wat chalet is everytime wat..den i can sadly tell u..this is the first time i felt so contented after a chalet..not that i was unhappy wif all the previous chalets i went to..but this time..its realli diff...is like..all the chalets..regardless is 4e1 or co chalets..u can c diff cliques lo..not like this time..i feel bonded to all the rest of them...is like..i no longer care as much how i look in front of them..we even played poker cards in the "guys rm" b4 brushing our teeths..in the morning after "nice" ada forced me out of bed..haha..imagine..luan hairstyle n slpy eyes..hahaha..den cos i too tired..i also kept leaning arnd..n my fren(not him yl!!!..hahah..) still make the pillow upright to let me lie on it..so sweet!! hahaha..ok..but ya..all these la..i guess u all noe wat i mean..maybe u think its wu liao la..but to me..its veri shuang...ok..im easily contented..hahha..

so i thot..probably its also cos the guys r older..they noe wat to do...n seriously speaking..i think they r realli nice guys la..right ada?!!! now i feels bad that we actually tried to get away fm them during yr 1 sem 2...but they still continued to include us in for all their activities..haiz..*guilty*..but anyway..hope all of us can stay like this for the rest of the 2 yrs n hopefully..all if not some can remain as frenz thruout the rest of our lives!! hahah..ok..i snd abit kua zhang..but i realli hope i can keep the frenships la...

anyway..went back to haf meeting on wed..start at 7.30pm..end arnd 11.15pm..wats new...irritaing people remain still as irritating..crappy pp still as crappy..but the highlight of the nite is..sf drove us back!!! slow yes but still we got back safely..all the way sf!!! im sure after much practice..u will become better n better..n not like this time..din even noe u r driving in the incoming lane..hahahha..opps...heehee...

because of u..because of u...nice song...
"my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with..."
wah!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑