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this post was created after reading ada's blog...made me think back how no affinity i haf wif teachers...esp chinese teachers..

come to think of it..onli 3 chinese teachers haf nth much against me..tat was in pri 5, sec 1 and j1...wah..so sad case...i think the worse case was my sec 3 chinese teacher..seriously dunno wats wrong wif her lo..y u so hate me?? jus cos u think mr lee gave choir alot of attention n not to guzheng(she was the guzheng teacher in charge) and tat i was so sway the choir prez at that time?? come on lo..so much abt telling us u r an unbiased person n stuffs...u did not set a good example la..n there is this incident i cant forget one..during syf that period.. tat was guzheng's first syf participation...den one of my classmate fm band jokingly say to my guzheng fren tat they r onli gg to get COP..n so..this guzheng fren went to tell my chinese teacher(which i think was wu liao of her)..n that teacher was so angry she came to class n "scolded" us..the pt is she kept looking at me while scolding lo..as if im the one hu did it..until a pt i doubt abt myself probably i realli did say it lo..can u imagine?? anyway..so at first i thot maybe she din noe hu did it..but actually she knew it all along!!!..n my band fren apologised in class eventually.. my pt is..so y is she looking at me?!!!!
so ok..nvm...i tell myself im too sensitive..she wasnt looking at me..she was jus looking at the wall which is behind me..(duh..)..so after graduation..i went back to sch like for home-coming day n stuffs..for the 1st few times..when i saw her..i greeted her...either she bo cham or jus nodded her head..n so again..i say..nvm..she is busy..BUT DEN...when another of my fren came...wah..she suddenly became veri happy...tok alot lo..n TOTALLY ignore me lo..wat the...i was so pissed off la..n so fm den on..when i c her..i dun even bother to greet her le..which is wat she taught us..she say everytime she greeted mr lee..he also din realli bother abt her..n so..she din bother to greet him after tat too....i followed wat she taught me..im such a gd student..hahaha...

i think onli sci teachers like me ba...sec 1 mr arther lim..n sec 2 mr tan ph...especially when i went back after so long..they can still rem me n my name!!! hahaha..so gan dong..n so shocked..i rem once..after sch..met mr tan at the bus stop..den that time cos i jus became choir prez..he even talk to me n tell me how to be a gd leader leh...n that time he wasnt teaching me sci le lo.. im so surprised n happy then..he is so fatherly!!! heehee..

ok..watever...tat was all in the past..

now..1 more paper!!! yes!! even though i havnt start studying yet..so slack..hate it when i haf so many days to study...motivation all gone..not trying to say i got alot of motivation to study at all la..hahaha..but..its worse...ok..wat mi saying..

tats it..the end..byez..

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑