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Friday, February 17, 2006
whew!!! vday is finally over!!! first time i spend vday in such a hectic way..haha..hmmz..wat can i say..i dunno how i had spent the 3 days 2 nites stay in sch wrapping flowers..in fact..they dont seem to be 3 days but rather jus 1 day lo..cos i din slp much..in total..i onli slept like at most 5 hrs for the 2 nites...realli feel like dying..got pek chek veri easily...cant blame me lo..its logical tat pp get frustrated easily when she is tired wat...*excuses*..haha..but despite that..im wif pp hu dont do things..onli noe how to whine..act sick..act busy...act blur...ya..wat can i say lo..n somemore..im also wif a group of pp hu realli noe how to complain amg oursleves n get more n more pek chek when we start to complain..hahha..so ya.. *sorry to those i attitude to when im pek chek n tired...* anyway...the rm that we did all the wrappings...so cold until i feel like crying..n i mean literally crying...so cold until i feel pek chek also..den there r pp hu keep scolding me for wrapping the flowers until veri ugly..doesnt help la seriously...gao xiao la..say i wrap ugly den when i dun wrap..i get scolded for slacking again..thanks lo..wat kind of frenz do i haf???!!!! hahaha.. den i got stressed everytime pp ask me "wat time is yf leaving?? can u go ask him to stay over?? w/o him we will die lo..!!!" ...ya..thanks..i suddenly become the jing ji ren of yf..he suddenly become veri popular..hhaha..i noe he did the best he could to help out le..but ya..not the ultimate one yet..i suppose ur expectation of ur frenz r higher...jus that some came up to ur expectation while others didnt..hmmz..i suppose the mouthians did..bad thing abt us..our expectations of oursleves to commit is high enuff to kill oursleves i think..haha..our personality doesnt help us when doing this kind of chi li you bu tao hao de shi...ya... but anyway....this vday canvassing...i would say its a big success ba...not onli abt earning money..but also abt bonding..i realli think it helps alot lo..erm..we get to interact wif main comm n sub comm pp more...tok n crap more..i truely think friendship starts off wif crapping..hhaha..so..actually im quite happy that we had this canvassing...even though its tiring.. hmmz..this vday..except for those roses i already noe i will be receiving..got another 2 more unexpectedly..quite stun la..but thanks...thanks rj for remembering my bday after so long...thanks david for..ehh...dunno for wat...thanks for the rose..haha..so weird..imagine we din even bother to exchange contacts..den the 4 frenz jus convince each other to get roses for each other's sp n he realli did..but anyway finally got his no. n msg him la..rh thinks im touched...im seriously not..no feeling at all..when she handed me the bouquet..i was like"orh" n nth else..hahah..im a feeling-less person now...ya.. anyway..this wk..skipped all classes for 4 days..lihai ba..forced myself to go for today's classes all the way..even though i still feel like slping..haha..think i abit kua zhang la..slept fm tues nite at 11+pm to wed 2.30pm...den slept at 2++am to 6am on thurs..went for lab...den skipped class..went home n sleep again fm 3pm to 11.30pm..yf called n scolded me for slping so much..thanks lo..he predicted that i will slp again which i assured him i wont..but still ya..i slept again at 2.30am..hahhaha..even though its veri shuang..but think i slept too much..i was still tired during lecture today lo..im so stunned... hmmz..so glad recess is here le..even though there is alot to be done..n my days r almost packed le: sat -- dinner wif mouthians + impressario concert sun -- lunch wif hc n sy mon -- partyworld wif yf they all + maybe xiao hai movie wif yl n rh tue -- mse talk + industrial visit wif ada n 2 pei-s wed -- tentatively free thurs -- sch recee + main comm meeting + partyworld wif main comm fri -- tentatively free sat -- family gathering sun -- one day tour to malaysia n things to be done r:
how!!! i got no time le...sianz..ok..i shall go slp le...again!! |
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