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wat a great day..knew since yesterday that my throat isnt gg too well le..so as usual..i went to sch..joke n talk until veri shuang..mid-day..i started losing abit of my voice..but the talkative me continue to tok to my talkative frenz..haha..when im left wif a tiny bit of voice..the gei kiang me still continue to tok..n now..ya thanks..i haf no voice..yes..NO voice~!!! my voice range shorten n shorten since morning today..i cant talk n i cant sing..wat a torture!!! i admit im talkative k..so give me back my voice pls...jus now when im out wif the mouthians..they think they r wif a mute..ya..thanks..I WAN MY VOICE BACK!!!!!

ok...since tonite i cant tok to anyone on the phone..i haf all the time in the world to type everything..hahhaha..ok..so here goes..its gg to be veri long..so enjoy...

25th jan -- went sing k wif the mouthians n qh...to advance celebrate my bday yes...hmmz..at first..it was quite normal..like how we usually r when we sing..until dunno wat happen..the last 2 hr..kc starts to become veri high...doing all those stupid dance n stuffs...make all of us veri high...hahhaha..den it became veri veri fun...luff non-stop...den we dian all those old songs by aaron kwok, grasshoppers, zhou hua jian...songs that make us veri high also include those by BSB...hahhaha..hmmz..took some videos...it was realli fun la..think those pp hu walk pass our rm will think that we r crazy la..not onli that...after our singing session..we still went out to take all those stupid actions photos..den again..think those staffs think we r crazy too..but we jus dun care,..continue taking..hahha..it was fun..thanks pals!!! :)

26th jan -- had meeting at 7.30..actually we can end at 10 de..den cos neville suddenly decide to come for meeting..we had to celebrate hs bday as it was his bday that day..n so..we waited for yf to end his tution n buy a bday cake over..ya thanks..he reached at 10.30..n we had to discuss unneccessary things in order to stall time..den after eating n everything..we counted and it was too late to catch the last train fm outram..n so..waited again till justus came to fetch us back..all thanks to rh!!! you ni zhen hao rh...hahhaha..

27th jan -- went to cac arts fm the hearts concert..hmmz..the no of pp hu turn up was disappointing seriously..the concert itself..erm..some were gd..some cmi..ya..but anyway...the concert isnt the main pt that day...haha..after the concert..it was quite late already..arnd 10.30..by the time we took the train n reach arnd our area..it was like 11+...so rh alighted den followed by kc..so as usual...at sk...i went to take lrt while sf n yl went to get some food fm 7-11..so i reached home...bathe n ate instant noodle..n not long later..yl called to ask me go downstairs..ya..they came to advance celebrate my bday..hahha..they did alot of things during that 45 mins..bet i go take lrt n settled down at home..erm..sf n yl went back to take the already bought prima deli choc cake..rh n kc took the next train to come sk..n the 4 of them stayed at sk mrt station to slot in their msg into the gift they giving me..ya..but anyway..they ended up coming to my hse n we chatted till arnd 1+am..den i drove them back home..haha..ok..y they came to celebrate my bday that day u may ask..cos apparently they(or yl?) thot i wont be back fm malaysia during my bday..haha..so they came that day..hmmz..well..actually i wasnt veri surprised that they came..cos sf sort of hinted to me abt it even though it wasnt intentional..hahha..im smart sorry...hahah..ya...but after that when i look at the gift they give me..im touched la..nv thot such thing will happen to me leh..as in like..ur frenz staying up late jus to help u celebrate ur bday..ya...so...even though i din say much..im touched..muacks!! ahahahha...frenz forever!!!

29th - 31st jan -- went malaysia..hmmz..it was quite boring..for one thing..i haf been to kl n malacca le...so no surprise..but even for the quite highly anticipated french village..it wasnt so fun...ya..ok..the weather there was more cooling..the whole atmosphere like the buildings n stuffs..ya..quite french like..but..it was like so small la..n all r those restaurants lo..2 gift shops that dun sell much thing..thanks lo.. realli...ya..went to haf a caricature drawn..cost RM 75..n it doesnt look like me n my sis..HAIZ...disappointing la..but still..the fact that i can finally get out of spore was shuang...so even though it was a little boring over there...im still happy that i went..hahhaha...

1st FEB!!! --- yupz..my big day!!! hahha..ehh..went to sch as usual lo..got some hand shooks..as for msg..hahha..this yr is so weird..more male frenz msg me to wish me than female frenz..haha..hmmz..dunno y also..esp arnd the 12 am time one...hmmz..lets c..the first to msg was anders..but he was too early..his msg reached at 11.58pm..hhaa..the exact time one was fm yf..ya..im stunned when i saw it was him..hahha..den after that was hf..den simon..blah blah..but anyway..of those msg i receive on am timing one..onli 2 were females la..ya..thanks female frenz..u all jus heck care me rite..but anyway...that day was interesting...went to watch memoirs of geisha wif yl sf n rh..sf n i like it..the other 2 almost fell asleep i think..hahaha...den after that..ok..u all may haf already noe..im not someone hu thinks bday is a veri big thing..not even for 21st bday lo..but i feel that my family dun realli care that day more than my frenz did la..as in..my frenz still for like celebrate for me n stuffs..hmmz..wat i wanna say is..at first..i wanted to plan something on my actual bday..my mum ask me to leave the day to family..so i did..she say will be gg out to eat n stuff..but guess wat..my sis din even come out to eat lo..cos she say she is veri full..besides that..we onli went to compass pt sakura to eat..n my father was complaining abt the food thruout the dinner time..ya..i was abit turn off..the onli shuang part was we went to watch fearless..actually i shldnt go..cos i havnt do my lab report to be submitted the next day..n we were watching the 9.35pm show..but still..they seem so excited to watch..so i went anyway...well..the show is gd i think...not bad as his last action movie la..ya..

2nd feb -- glad there wasnt lab session..woke up early to do my lab report..glad it was a short report also..managed to finish within 2.5 hrs..heng,...hope its not too jia lat...

ok..finally!!! im done wif all my jiao dai-s...hhahah...tml gg peiyi's party lo!!! yeah..hope my voice will be back tml...*prays*

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑