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hmmz..got a quiz on mon..n im still not done wif it yet...worse still..tml im gg malaysia..so no time to study..but i realli cant concentrate le..one of the reason is..i dunno how to study..n another thing is..i realli wanna slack..the whole recess week was so packed wif activities..n i realli feel like doing nth...y is there a quiz on mon??!!!!

anyway...had a veri heated meeting on thurs..hmmz..one thing i can say is that he realli not fit to be a leader yet...he need guidance..which he rejects...he sort of hated seniors to be in the comm..but imagine..without these seniors..i think the rest of his comm will jus die..imagine having to listen and do wat he says with no qns asked?? tats wat he wants n expect..this is reality boy...u will get nowhere if u keep thinking that only u can make decision since u r the head..haiz..dunno wat to say la..i dun wan to start getting angry again...but still..after the meeting..12 of us went ktv..gd number considering this is the first official outing and also considering there r onli 20 pp in the comm..hmmz..the ktv session was ok..i jus like the fact that we gong si fen ming..the unhappiness r left at where it begun..we r still angry maybe..but at least we din anti him after the meeting..hmmz..i dunno..wanted to say we r still frenz after all the unhappiness..but..he is my fren?? the rest are la..but him?? i dunno..so far..still at cca-mate ba..

hmmz..u noe..sometimes u noe things arent happening but ur frenz keep saying so it makes u think too?? im happy at the situation now n i dun wan any changes yet..so i dun wan to noe anything..the onli thing im interested to noe is whether do u consider me as a fren or not?? n pls dun make me think u r trying to hint anything or say anything or act anything..i dun wan to noe..ok..wat m i saying..crapz..watever...

ponder sentence 1: the one u r wif /married to are usually not the one u love most..

ponder sentence 2: diff pp accept things differently..so even if this particular action is ur personality..u haf to do something abt it such that u wont offend anyone..

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑