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YEAH....i m FINALLY back!!! hahhaha...for the past 1 wk..i felt totally lost n disconnected fm the cyberworld lo...even though i still did surf net at yl's hse once in a while...but still..time pass realli slowly w/o msn at nite..hhahaha...seriously dunno wat to do lo..haiz..die sia..im so dependent on the net...haiz..

oh ya..btw..guess y i cant connect to internet..cos the previous technician that came to fix the phone line fault the other time...didnt connect back the braodband cable..DIAOZ la...make me pay for the net subsciption for nth..kaoz..den my argghh sis...whole day at home..heard wat happen le...din even go call the singtel pp to complain n ask for compensation or something lo..jus now came home n ask her whether can work already..den she still say we shld go complain..if u think so...den y dun u jus go complain like in the afternoon??!! immediate complain will haf better effect wat...y mus wait till tml to call..or rather,..wait for me to call?!!!! duh la..i jus dun understand her...quit her temp job when she havnt even found a perm job..can anyone jus explain to me y??!!! aiyah..watever she wans la..

hmmz..anyway...time table sort of settled le..to my surprise..i got both the PE n GE that i wanted..abit sianz too actually...but still..got it le..den continue lo...the faster i finish all my minor modules the better...cant stand business seriously...dun haf the interest..neither a biz mind..ya..i jus wan to get over n done wif...yes...

erm..somehow feels there r realli alot of problems in the comm...hmmz..dunno wat to say abt it la..i suppose everyone work in a different way...n it jus so happen that all our different ways cant compromise each other ba...

erm..problem in the clique too...ok la..same old problem...erm..not a problem also..its mind-wrecking la..but as if we realli care..esp me n ada..dun think we care so much ba..i noe im bad la..but realli lo..in a group like this..how can u expect pp to ask u join in conversation one??!! i mean..definately is 2 pp tok..den the rest will auto cham in one wat...u mean u wan us to always tok half way..found u not toking...den say.."oh..so wat u think?" meh?? its so weird lo...ok..i admit im baised against her sometimes..seriously saying la..she is ok if she is in a gd mood la..we jus hope that the almost feng ping lang jing now wont turn out to be even greater problems in the future..

yupz..anyway...this is a bad sem..as in..in terms of relationships la...heard many couples broke up le...erm..jus hope everyone is happy ba.. :)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑