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its finally wkend!!!! hahahha...dunno y...felt so relieved n happy...was veri high yesterday...crapped alot..pp like anders will definately think im crazy...n seriously..i said alot of crazy stuffs..definately crazy...hahhahaha..at night also..ada thot wat happened to me..hmmz..i also dunno y leh...it seems like the whole of last wk was so packed n tiring...like wat sf said..we always reached home when the sky had turned dark..for me..average arnd 10pm...wah..realli veri sian lo...but its like..now i think back..i also din do anything different leh...the onli "extra" thing i did was to tend the booth for naf...tats all leh...hmmz..dunno la...jus feel free all of a sudden..ok la..another thing i can think of...is maybe...EVERYONE in my clique finally realised THAT prob in our clique...erm..i would say...in the past there is always one person hu cant understand y the rest of us r sometimes so biased against someone..but now..something happened n that one person finally realised that wat we said last time was correct...ok..i noe those of u hu noes wat im toking abt...will say that im veri bad n baised..but seriously la..i find her ok when she is in a gd mood..onli cant stand when she is in the bad mood la..if u all in my position..i think all of u would haf screamed at her le lo...ya...so...but anyway..now that everyone in the clique noes wat is happening..erm..i also dunno wats so gd abt it la..but at least i wont feel as if someone is always trying to sit on the fence as if it doesnt concern them..ya..so..liddat...

ok..went shopping wif yl today...ok..is she shop..not me..hahah..but anyway...ya..i was told that someone think i shld be more tactful when im "reprimanding" others...ok la..not reprimanding la..like..when im telling pp wat I THINK they haf done wrong or wat la..get wat i mean??.. ya..anyway...ehhh...i would say i agree ba...cos when im angry regarding a matter..n im telling u wat i think...i wont smile or luff lo...to me..business means business la..if im telling u something serious..dun expect me to joke arnd n hopefully get my pt across thru some added jokes or suan-ing lo..is like..it doesnt work liddat for me leh...i look stern when im serious..or angry..n i did try to be tactful or rephrase my words le lo..hmmz..maybe its like shuo zhe wu xin, ting zhe you yi ba..everytime when i tell pp wat i think...im not trying to scold or change them lo...i did make a pt to keep repeating "tat's wat i think la" ..ya..something liddat...erm...im not angry when i heard this comment la..it jus keeps me thinking...i guess i was lucky that all these yrs until now..those pp hu worked wif me dun mind me being liddat...if not..i would haf accumulated many enemies since sec le ba..hahha..hmmz.maybe there r.. jus that i dunno..anyway..i got backstabbed b4 le wat..even though its cos of jealousy n not this matter..but still..it is backstabbed..aiyah..watever...so much for asking others to improve on their ren ji guan xi...maybe i shld also..hahha...or maybe..i shld jus shut my mouth..anyway..this comment arised cos i talked too much le rite...????

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一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑