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yeah!! finally done wif the games proposal..whew..even though it is not totally the way i wan it..i still feels happy..hahah..erm..as in..i wanted it to start wif 4 OGs playing den 2 OGs den 4 OGs again..but..due to time n everything..can onli haf finale wif one 4 OGs game..but den again,..ok la..i haf no idea wat to play le..in fact..i din think of any games fm the start..hahha..opps..ya..almost all r kind contributions fm yl..one fm yf and part of one fm jw..hahha..none r fm me!!! wat kind of lan programmer m i!! haha..but still..mus give myself some credits...erm..i did modify here n there..killed much of my brain cells..but gd also la..let my brain work abit..constructively...like..think of venue..duration for each game..total duration..whether will exceed the time limit n stuffs..if u look at me while im typing the proposal jus now..u might think im doing some maths or wat..cos got papers, pen and calculator..hahah..so gao xiao..den sigh every now n den..my mum thot wat happen..hahhah..so funny...did gave myself a break..cos i heard the bells!! ice cream man!! ya..so went down to get it..hmmz..quite stun actually..as in..last time..i thot they will cut the ice cream in front of u one?? now not lo..they already cut nicely..put in a plastic cup n place them in their freezer le..so when u go there..he jus take out the flavour u wan..put in 2 biscuits n 1 spoon den give u le..hmmz..interesting how things change huh...

ya..anyway..im broke!! at first thot got canvessing to do..so din go find a job..now..we got cheated by the wild wild wet n sentosa pp..no canvessing le..which means the whole of dec r wasted..n now cant even go find a job le..moe pp din call me leh..sianz..or maybe axl dun haf my number le so he din call..hmmz..but watever..im jobless n broke n sianz..im only occupied wif my shows now..finished watching er mo zai sheng bian..veri nice!!! sometimes at some angle..i think he jun xiang looks abit like lee wei..maybe cos of tu si nan zhi wen ba..both their characters abit alike..act cool n sey n nasty when actually they r not..ya..hmmz..as wat me rh n yl have concluded..er mo zai sheng bian is a combination of liu xing hua yuan, ju zi jiang nan hai n one more..wats tat?!!! suddenly cant rem..but ya..anyway..its like a combination..n when we first watched tog..we were also saying how cum no such things happen in our sch..our sch life is so boring!!! hahaha..im thinking..its either u r veri gd fren wif such a person den its gd..if not..such person better dun exist...if not we will be quite jia lat also..always got bullied..hmmz..hahha..think too much le rite..but still its interesting..my life too boring le..haha..hmmz..watching all these ou xiang ju make me think alot..even though many things i think r craps..but realli lo..ou xiang ju always portray a veri gd image of love n friendship lo..like as in love..definately is you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu one..den in friendship..definately will haf a group of veri gd frenz everyday hang out tog one..but seriously saying la..how many pp actually got all these lo..its realli like a fantasy lo i think...i mean of cos there r pp hu haf veri close frenz la..but u wont c them always tog one ma..ok la..i noe got one pair of frenz liddat la..hahhaha..but ya..pp say its disgusting to c them always tog..but den again..y they can accept this in ou xiang ju..in the drama also liddat wat..n in the drama..they din say got other pp feeling disgusted when they always see them tog arh..so ya..its a fantasy in drama!! not true one..so dun fantasize anymore when watching those drama le..hahaha...

haiz..anyway..i wan to get my results soon..wan to c how i score..HAIZ...sianz..exciting yet scary..cos i noe i din put in alot of effort..but ya..hope everything will be fine..

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑