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wooo..so long din blog le...Merry belated Christmas!!! hahaha..n HAPPY BIRTHDAY YL!!!! paiseh forgot to wish u last nite..reached home quite late...hee...

hmmz..got alot to say..so say one by one..

ok..finally asked the person mentioned in my previous post abt watever i think...i realli think his replies r craps la..n when i asked him further..he kept quiet..den make it as if he is thinking veri hard..ya..too hard..until its so obvious that he realised he is in the wrong...duh..watever...give up on him le...

den..oh...had foc bbq on 23rd..erm..the planning part was quite jia lat for the few of us..some of the others offered to help la..wat abt the rest??!!! diaoz..ok..nvm tat...anyway..the 5 of us went to NTUC the day b4 to buy all the stuffs..keep worrying that there is not enuff food..den along the way...hope that everyone forgets abt the bbq thing..den becomes our own bbq..hahha...so we will be more willing to do so much stuffs..but ya..anyway...the bbq turned out to be better than i expected...but i feel that the whole nite i was entertaining pp..until i quite tired actually..but i dunno y..me in the photos look super happy...think im crazy...also realised i din tok to any of the programmers' sub com..hhaha..diaoz..its ok la..next time den..

hmmz..yesterday..had a small jc outing...went to marina bay eat steamboat..erm..ok la..better than i expected too..thot will feel awkward cos of wat happened in the past..but ya..everything was ok..n i think the 2 will last..cos i feel that their r/s is veri mature..veri gd!!! happy for them.. :) anyway..after that..went starbucks to haf free coffee..n tok..quite shuang also..planned to go australia to visit hc during one of the holi..ya..hope it realli happens ba..:)

hope the taiwan trip comes true too..hahah...

erm..timetable sux this sem i think...if i din get my GE..den i will be gg to sch for one pathetic lec at 4.30 on tue...ya..back n forth using abt 4 hrs to go for 1 hr lec..diaoz..i might jus skip it i think...found 2 other person planning to take same GE as me..hhaha..both wanted minor in busi de..so..happy..haha..finally dun haf to go class on my own le..dun think i will always be so lucky to find someone i noe in the busi class..ya..so hope the 3 of us will get the slots lo..PE gg to take non examable one..haha..great!! den will haf one less exam to take..so shuang..hmmz..haiz..but besides all that...i still thinking if i shld plan the same tt as them..so mafan..worry that someone will turn moody once in a while den blame it on me n ada..diaoz..so dumb lo..but it is also veri dumb if we dun plan tog leh..is like..we r so close now..den if we realli wan to be diff..it will jus be an interchange thing..like we take 1 first den 2 second...while they take 2 first den take 1..which means we will be seeing each other gg into each others' class..stupid lo i think..haiz..watever la..my final decision is..to plan tog n let her accept reality..so bad of me i noe..haiz..

ohh...erm..hope everything is fine for u rh..dun stress le..rem ur frenz r always here for u.. :)

okz..think im done wif everything le..finally...haha..k la..tats all folks~~~!!!

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一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑