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Sunday, December 18, 2005
wah piang!!! super pissed again...cos of that idiot...again!!! KNS la...realli feel like slapping him lo..complained until i almost cried of frustration...y i always got this feeling that i realli wanna say something but i noe im not in the position to say anything..in jc liddat..now in uni also....wth..keep feeling so arghhh!!!!...i dun understand y u always like to say u r gg to do something..den make pp think u r realli gg to do it..den after that den realised actually u din do wat u r supposed to do lo..if u r not up to it..let others do la..if ur intention is let pp think that u r doing something..den pls lo..its reflects even badly on urself for promising to do something n end up u din do it la..pls lo..wah piang...i realli dunno how to vent my anger..realli feel like crying..but i think its stupid to cry over this thing..waste my tears...but realli lo..veri angry leh..i dun understand y im scolding someone hu is older than me lo..wat r u thinking??!!! im not saying that im a veri gd organiser lo..but pls la..wat u r doing is realli pissing me off la..im realli not someone hu dunno how to organise things also lo..in terms of thinking of games..maybe i m realli lan..but seriously la..leadership i think i got more lo..ok..maybe u dun think i got leadership also..at least responsibility ba..I REALLI DUN UNDERSTAND!!! i dun wan us to hate each other even b4 the real thing starts la..its so stupid lo..den wats the pt of being in a team??!!! n also..dun take it for granted that i will help u wif everything lo..i realli wont mind helping u if u realli did alot of things lo..anyway its a small task..but still..u can try letting me noe u wan me to help u n not i suddenly realised im supposed to do it when someone else say u say i will do it..stop taking me for granted la..wat??!! jus becos im the onli female den u think i will do it?!!! pls lo...thats not the way la...n i m not someone to be pushed arnd so easily lo..so wake up!!!



WORDS
一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗?

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗?

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑