~* forever *~

ok..its my feeling day today... again..crazy me..dunno wat to say...erm...noe i nowadays say things no zhong dian..haha...i totally agree..dunno y i liddat also leh..sianz..

oh ya..jus now..crazy me gave a reply which is not veri friendly..erm..ya..im not angry or wat la..cos i agree wif wat u say..its a pointless talk..hahha...but dunno leh..at that split second..i suddenly feels so disappointed..like we can only tok when something will come out of the things we say...i thot our friendship is more than tat...so ya..anyway..i rem tat u ask me b4 y izzit that our topic is only abt my clique n the most.. abt the scholarship thing..so now im telling u more than those..n u think is fei..ok..maybe u dun mean it in the bad way..cos after that..when i think back..its realli a dumb thing n we shldnt let this stupid thing spoil our friendship..hahhaha...thanks for giving me a reply tat smoothe the whole tension thing which i created..ya... :) heehee...

oh..hahha..today is the last lec for chinese lyrics..den guess wat me, yl n jy did??!!! we went to take pic wif liang lao shi...hahha...it started off wif someone taking pic wif him wif a camera..den after that..me n yl dared jy to do it..n the deal is... if he go we will go too..me n yl think its stupid la..n we thot he wun dare to...but to the least of our expectations...he went..so we went too..took it wif yl's phone...hahahha...but it was so fun...n exciting...hahah..anyway..we not the only ones k..cos after we took the pics...some other students went to get it too..ya..so we not the only crazy ones..

exams coming lo...not realli in the mood yet..die sia...there goes my grades once again..the no. of As that i will get will be in a decreasing exponential curve..ya..so..dead!! hope i will get my study mood back soon...

taking train wif yl n rh today actually gave me quite a wen xin trip home..hahah...even though the topic we tok abt quite problematic..but still..its been long since we took train back tog..afterall...we came fm the same sec sch..n we love the sch veri much..rite??!! hahha..ok..no link again..ya..ok...erm..ya lo..even though every wed will take train back wif yl la..quite shuang also..hahhaha..we will stay in the train station veri long to tok b4 gg separate ways back..but ya..one more close fren ma..so even more happy..haf been gg home alone since coming to uni lo..its like so sad..all my uni frenz all live in west area..NONE same route back wif me..not like last time in AJ..all frenz almost same area..den got CO..so everytime will go home wif yl n sh..veri shuang also..miss those times..hmmz~~~ oh ya..now cos of cac..think my friendship wif rh is better..hahha..so RH!! be glad lo..if u havnt realise..i say u r a close fren leh...hahhaa...even though u r quite dumb to believe wat i say...hahahah!!! opps...ya..think my acting skill so gd..can get best actress le...yeah!!

k la..tats all lo..all the best in exams folks~~~!!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑