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hmmm...once again..this post was created becos....no need elaborations le la..hahahha..

hmm..wat to say...finally completed all the reports, assignments n projects..felt so relieved now...went to borrow vcds to watch..5 movie vcds for 15.50..cheap rite!!! old movies la...hahah..shall tok abt them den...

mean girls..hmm..this movie..quite interesting..afterall..it is on sch life..more close to heart ba...but den..its also veri scary to c the hypocrisy in those gals..n backstabbing too...im sure there r still pp out there hu may be like tat..i was backstabbed b4 in the first place..but our friendship was onli so-so..so i wasnt sad at all..jus angry..anyway..i mean..its ok to be angry at ur frenz sometimes or jus dun like how ur frenz do some of the things..but not those constantly having these feelings lo..den might as well dun be frenz at all...no one is perfect or do things exactly the same way as u..haf to learn to accept pp the way they r...ya..so pp...accept the way i m ba..hahaha...but im sure u all do...since u r reading this..hahhah... :P

ella enchanted...a fantasy n magical movie..hmm..abt this gal..ella..hu got this gift of obedience since she was a baby..its more like a curse lo..cos she has to do watever pp ordered her to do...ya..so..when she grew up..she fell in love wif this prince hu is abt to be the king..his uncle was this evil guy hu ordered ella to kill the prince so that he can take over the throne..den at that moment when she was abt to kill the prince..she cried until so ke lian lo...haiz...she felt trapped ba i think...trapped by the stupid spell..when i was watching this moment...i suddenly felt veri xin ku..dunno y...felt as if i m like her...haha..i felt trapped??? huh??!!! by wat?? sch work?? crazy lo...but anyway..the thing i got fm this movie..is that..the most important thing to do...is to follow ur heart...yupz..i truly agree~~~

white orleande...hmm..this movie..abit chim la..its abt this 15 year old gal whose mother went to jail for murder..actually is self defence la..so..anyway..the gist is..the gal mistaken her mother's love to be veri self-centered..tat her mother wanna control her life n wan her life to be exactly the same as hers..n also..she thought that her mother was the one hu sort of caused her foster mother to commit suicide n stuff..so end up..she wanted her mother to "let her off"..by not having to testify for her mother in court..but by doing that.. her mother will be sentenced to life imprisonment...so its kinda a veri diff decision for her mother...of cos..end up..her mother realli ask her lawyer to leave her daughter alone la..n she went to jail lo..the story realli quite chim la..dunno if i haf interpreted it correctly..but anyway..mother's love..hmm..i guess u all sometimes also felt the same way ba..like ur parents keep controlling u...but when they dun bother abt u...u think they dun care..haha..haiz..for me...my parents nowadays realli din bother much abt how late i reach home lo..they will call me if its quite late la..but as long as i haf transport back den its ok..sun go out like also doesnt matter now...hmm..dunno leh..mixed feelings ba..in a way..its quite shuang to haf the freedom..but den..sometimes when i realli wanna be home..they were out...i dun blame them of cos..i mean..they shld haf their own activites lo..n not jus work esp for my father...ya..my mum seldom cook..so we mostly eat out..but now is like..i keep haf to eat dinner on my own..cos my timetable jus cant fit their time so that they will be ready for their activities outside..tats y i haf to depend on my frenz to eat dinner wif me..can eat alone la...but dunno leh...nowadays i jus dun like to eat alone..so if no one is able to eat wif me..esp on tue after class at 8.30pm..i usually jus buy something light to eat lo..those walk n eat at the same time one..pathetic rite...anyway..i will be too tired to cook after reaching home also..ya lo..so dun scold me for not being at home or keep gg out..esp at nite..i wouldnt wan it too if im given a choice...ya..

haiz..ok..the post is getting so cheng zhong...hmm...stay happy!!! hahhaha,...exams coming!! sian diaoz..wanna go out b4 exams..but noe all of u wanna study le la..so i shall jus entertain myself..hahahha...k la...jia you lo!!! :)

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑