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wah...realli nobody likes to tag in my tagboard lo..haha...reapply twice le lo...2X leh..diaoz..feels so stupid..haha..

hmm..jus went for cac..erm..meeting??? first thing first...actually think yy not that bad la...at least he still take advices fm us lo...not like those cocky type..but still dunno yet la..maybe now he nods his head...but actually he will still go on his own way...but..hope everything will be fine...as in..the whole comm can work as one lo...:)

ya..n abt all the things i was told...im glad i was told..ya...i din realli think abt it all these while...i did realise i haf changed actually...not until veri jialat kind..but got deviates abit...like..dun mind waiting for 3 hrs so that after that will haf someone to eat wif me...even though i got pp to accompany me n i also did my studying during that 3 hrs..but still..ya..dun think i will do that in the past...den also initiating to go out when got free time n stuffs...i think i m not focusing lo...ya..i shld get my prorities rite...n these apply to many things in my life now..sux la...hope the old me will be back soon...

anyway...realli sick of gg for labs le...cos need to write reports for every lab lo..sianz leh...their short report n formal report like no difference liddat lo...also need to go research one lo...jus maybe short report exclude those experimental procedures la n stuffs..which all can be found in the lab manual itself...diaoz...haiz..jus sianz la...

hmm...until now..think im coping well wif studies ba...got one extra GE...ok..i noe no big deal la...but den..tat time i got abit worried that i may not be able to cope lo...but seems like until now...still ok..maybe is cos of all the modules i take..onli 4 out of 7 need to do tut one...n tat 4 rite..also not every week will haf tut..hahhaa...oh..n i also realise that there isnt much tut to do during this sem..as in..like not every wk need to go for tut..huh??!?! i stunned leh...during the 3rd or 4th wk..trying to find tut to do for next wk..but cant find..after tat den the prof email us to say no tut this wk..hahhaa..

haiz...hmm...wanna to say...no worries for me..im still in control of wat im doing now...give me abit of time..i will be 'back' soon...

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一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑