~* forever *~

ok...camp's over!!! yeah...haha..ok...not realli enthu abt it..but after the whole thing...did felt a sense of achievement...like.."hey..i got involve in the organisation of a FOC camp"..ya..something liddat...

hmm..wat can i say abt it...it was quite a disappointment la...firstly..the freshies were quite(erm..veri??) dead...veri little cheerings n bombings....we as a group of abt 10 sub com programmers cheered louder than them lo..haha..we r the "zi high" group...yeah...we r like more high than them la...dunno if its becos of the GLs leh...they also like quite quiet kind...except maybe for Saggio...got thomas la...but he also like didnt lead his group in cheering..jus that he is more on...den his group also more on lo...

secondly..organisation wise...haf said enuff la..as in..we didnt think the organisation was veri gd la...but of cos that is onli fm our pt of view la...the main com pp may haf problems that we dunno...jus fm the way they assign us things to do n also how the games r being carried out...i think it was not a great plan..esp one that has been planned for a yr lo...commuication bt the main com pp r veri important..n i think the FOC main com pp lacks that,..but of cos..tats wat i think la...ya..

hmm..but actually...i quite happy to join this camp also la...as in..know more pp n got more frenz lo...new frenz like gim,huiying,szechua, blah blah..even though we didnt became like those veri gd frenz..but at least when we in sch c each other...we will say hi or tok abit lo...tats enuff le la..at least know more pp lo...den also..not forgetting..building up of friendships to frenz i already noe la...den is like spend 5 days tog..i seriously quite like the feeling la..haha...doing things tog..eating tog..joke tog..complain tog too..hahaha...hmm..ya la...so realli...quite happy la...:)

anyway..the 5 days r veri tiring lo..i slept like nobody's business after i came back...like on fri nite...i slp at 12.30am till sat 12pm..den went out..came back..slp fm 4.30-7.30...den slept again at 11.30pm....den thot on sun i will be veri jing sheng la...since i slept so much le..but no...!! tats not all...i woke up at 12.30 on sun...slept 5.30-8.30pm...den slept again at 11.30pm lo...wah...i realli veri lihai i think...i rem i wasnt even that tired when i joined the cac camp last yr lo...ok...maybe cos i went home early...hmm..fine...

aiyahh...anywayz...today my last day of work le..hahah....happy...i realli sian of waking up early liao...even though onli work there for arnd 1 mth...today quite she bu de also...not to the perm staffs..hahaha..opps...but the TCs there...esp pp like june,grace,meixian...haiz...so sad...cos next yr if i go back..dun think i will c june n meixian le...they would haf graduated by tat time...unless they havnt found a job yet la..if not...today is realli last time working tog wif them...so quite sad actually...:(..ya...

k la...guess i shld stop here le..its a long blog today...tats all folks~~~!!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑