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shld blog today since im not tired...dunno y also..haha..this morning go work..realli wanna die sia...so sleepy...den hoping i can get a seat on the train..den i can sleep...haiz..but i jus happen to be able to catch the "door closing" kind of train..so end up no seat la...den on the way to work...i kept thinking of excuses for not gg to work...dumb rite...haha..yeah..i think so too...

well..moe veri busy now...wah..everyday..yl here yl there....wanna die sia...den the 3 TCs quitting tml le...if no one cums in on thurs..tats it man...guess i might as well sleep inside the office...haiz...den now...i m surposed to help sg...omg...i din know the TC hu helps her need to do so many things one...den the TC sort of teach me how to do the things today...wah...yi tou wu shui lo!!!! so scared will do something wrong...cos no one doing the same things as me...haiz...but quite dumb also la...is like sg says we need at least one mth to familiarize wif everything lo...n i m like gg to quit in...3 wks time..den wats the use??? after tat i will haf to teach another person when i quit...when i m also veri unsure???!!! i noe june coming back on mon...i hope i can persuade sg to let her do it..haha..since she is staying till august ma...do sg stuffs veri stressing for me leh!!! hahahha..i guess onli crystal will noe wat i m saying..haha..but nvm..still wanna complain...:P

did a gd deed on sat...well not realli me la..is my parents...that night we were on our way to the SK CC...on foot la...den we saw a person lying on the floor...at first we thot was some drunken man or something...den we tried to siam him...but when we cross that person..realise is a she...after den we realise she was crying n was in pain..she say she need to go back n haf her diabetes jab.. her hse at bukit batok...n she insisted on taking the mrt..so far fm SK lo...but is like she cant even walk straight n properly lo..she is realli weak n in pain ba...anyway...my parents think is cos she no money...so they hailed a cab n gave her 20 bucks to take the cab...she got reject la..but end up..think she also bobian le..so she sort of took it...hmm...the way i say it..maybe u all may think she is a cheat or something...but realli la..she look realli xin ku lo...ya lo...

hmm...wat else...boring life leh...realli hope time pass quickly sia..so sick of working..even though i need $$ la..haha..but i still wanna slack...den i can slp till veri late...no more alarms man!!!! haiz...anyway...now one of my uni fren also working wif me at moe la...hmm..quite glad leh...cos think its helps build up our frendship...went thru thick n thin at moe leh!!! hahhahaha...guess we will go out more often next time ba..tog wif the rest!! :)

wah..write so much le..k la...tats all folks!!~~~~

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑