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well well....a significant day to blog!!! yes..its my birthday!!...20th bday...cant imagine time pass so fast...sad to say...i realli dun feel much abt "its my birthday today!! yeah!!" that kind of thing...i noe i snd sarcastic...some of u may even feel like killing me le..haha...guess i m realli wat my frenz say..i m a boring person ba...my life is too routine le....nth interesting things happen..or perhaps they r never gg to happen..haha...i dun celebrate or anything...to me...its jus like any other day lo....haiz..

nevertheless....even though i dun feel much abt having bday...its also gd to haf a birth date!! haha...cos its the time i can get a lot of gifts...treats*** blah**...which i guess is most happening thing abt bday!! also not forgetting all the get-togethers...its realli hard to gather the frenz to go out nowadays due to sch work n stuffs...yupz...den having fun n spending time tog...oh ya...n most importantly...for this yr's bday..my cousins r actually gg to buy me yang men hu jiang's vcd!!! hahahah...yeah...n last wk...i happen to c xiao hu dui's cd lo...ya..i bought them...onli to find that all or most of the songs i already haf le..."thanks"...but nvm la...haf better than dun haf la....my next aim is a converse sling bag..(huichong...*ahem* noe wat to do le hor***) hahahahha....no la....say for fun onli...oh no...sianz...forget to buy amelia's present...opps...

anyway...for the coming CNY...i will be gg guang xi, china.....its the place where they film that hongkong drama...jiu shi gu xiang chun...i think....so hope the scenary will be veri nice...my aim is to take more pics..alone...cos i realise i seldom take pic alone one...haha....ya....but the dai jia of gg to haf fun overseas....is that i will miss 2h of computing tut, 1h of math tut, 1h of computing lec n 1h of chemistry lec...haiz....hope i will be able to understand all the concepts when i self-study sia...its computing somemore...shit....btw..i will be overseas fm 8/2-13/2..so dun miss me arh...pp!! :P

k la...rambling rambling...finally finish le..haha...think i abit siao today...aiyoh...k la..tat's all folks!!!

WORDS

一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑