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hmmm...i dunno y i wanna create this blog la..cos if anyone out there noes...i dunno how to write this kinda dairy stuff..but i jus got the urge to write down some emotions that i m feeling now..wat exactly r they???actually i also dunno..stupid ya..to be truthful..i jus read some of the articles fm su you peng web la..den the things he say...i jus feel sad..abt life??!! erm..he has this new song called ling shi yan yuan..saying that life is like ling shi yan yuan..everyday u haf to act liddat..like in a movie u r in but u dunno..like the truman show ya..u always haf to be prepared for a new day like a fresh new life...to take on anything that cums to u in this new life..without having anyone to help u or warn u...u r jus like a stranger to this world..ok..i jus suddenly felt lost...thinking back rite..is like so much things haf passed..they r all memories n nth else..there is no way to grab them back n put them in ur pocket..so there is no way that the same thing can happen again when u wan it..suddenly felt i havnt accomplished anything leh..act got more emotions..but dunno how to say out...is that kind of choking feeling inside but there is no way to express it.....

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一望即逝的烟火
象征着我们
我喜欢的是青色还是红色
你有在乎吗？

因为有依赖
所以最伤心
听说你也难过
但你不曾挽留

你认为
叫我把棉被盖好
就是一种安慰
但你曾想过
你说完掉头就走
却是更残忍的伤害

相信我
忘记也许更容易
其实并没有讨厌
不能怪你的无助
你知道吗？

希望以后再遇见
我们只是陌生人

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曾经以为
一切都不会改变
怎么说散就散
一点预兆都不给

是因为他吗
还是我没搞清楚
你怎会说走就走
连一句话也没留

是我太慢太傻
还是有些事根本不必说
是无所不谈吗
怎么会差了你我

是你太傻太慢
还是根本没想过
所以就算无所不谈
还是缺了你我

如果有一天
你突然想起我
请记得
我曾经给过你微笑